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A shocking new thriller about a group of friends tied together by a game and the deadly weekend that tears them apart.

FIVE friends go to a cabin.
FOUR of them are hiding secrets.
THREE years of history bind them.
TWO are doomed from the start.
ONE person wants to end this.
NO ONE IS SAFE.
For five friends, this was supposed to be one last getaway before going their separate ways—a chance to say goodbye to each other, and to the game they’ve been playing for the past three years. But they’re all dealing with their own demons, and they’re all hiding secrets.
Finn doesn’t trust anyone since he was attacked a few months ago. Popular girl Liva saw it happen and did
nothing to stop it. Maddy was in an accident that destroyed her sports career. Carter is drowning under the
weight of his family’s expectations. Ever wants to keep the game going for as long as they can, at all costs.
When the lines between game and reality start to blend with deadly consequences, it’s a race against time before it’s game over—forever.
Are you ready to play?
ABOUT THE AUTHOR:
MARIEKE NIJKAMP is the #1 New York Times bestselling author of This Is Where It Ends and Before I Let Go. She is a storyteller, dreamer, globe-trotter, and geek. She holds degrees in philosophy, history, and medieval studies, has served as an executive member of We Need Diverse Books, and is the founder of DiversifYA. She lives in the Netherlands. Visit her at mariekenijkamp.com. |
Praise for Marieke Nijkamp:
This Is Where It Ends:
#1 New York Times Bestseller
A BuzzFeed Best YA Book
A Bustle.com Most-Anticipated YA Novel
A Goodreads YA Best Books Pick
A Goodreads Choice Award Finalist for Young Adult Fiction
Kids’ Indie Next List Pick
“Marieke Nijkamp’s brutal, powerful, fictional account of a school shooting is important in its timeliness.” —Bustle.com for
“A gritty, emotional, and suspenseful read, and although fictionalized, it reflects on a problematic and harrowing issue across the nation.” --BuzzFeed
“A compelling, brutal story of an unfortunately all-too-familiar situation: a school shooting. Nijkamp portrays the events thoughtfully, recounting fifty-four intense minutes of bravery, love, and loss.” --Book Riot
Before I Let Go:
New York Times Bestseller
A 2019 Rainbox Book List Winner
A CBC Teen Choice Book of the Year nominee
A Seventeen Best YA Book of 2018
"With exceptional handling of everything from mental illness to guilt and a riveting, magic realist narrative, this well wrought, haunting novel will stick with readers long after the final page." --Booklist, STARRED Review
"Compulsive readability...Intriguingly spooky." --Kirkus Reviews
#1 New York Times Bestseller
A BuzzFeed Best YA Book
A Bustle.com Most-Anticipated YA Novel
A Goodreads YA Best Books Pick
A Goodreads Choice Award Finalist for Young Adult Fiction
Kids’ Indie Next List Pick
“Marieke Nijkamp’s brutal, powerful, fictional account of a school shooting is important in its timeliness.” —Bustle.com for
“A gritty, emotional, and suspenseful read, and although fictionalized, it reflects on a problematic and harrowing issue across the nation.” --BuzzFeed
“A compelling, brutal story of an unfortunately all-too-familiar situation: a school shooting. Nijkamp portrays the events thoughtfully, recounting fifty-four intense minutes of bravery, love, and loss.” --Book Riot
Before I Let Go:
New York Times Bestseller
A 2019 Rainbox Book List Winner
A CBC Teen Choice Book of the Year nominee
A Seventeen Best YA Book of 2018
"With exceptional handling of everything from mental illness to guilt and a riveting, magic realist narrative, this well wrought, haunting novel will stick with readers long after the final page." --Booklist, STARRED Review
"Compulsive readability...Intriguingly spooky." --Kirkus Reviews